Is This Truly The End

Renaissance Man, is this truly the end?
Is this really where we're going?
Is this really where you stand?
I wanted to be more
To be more than friends
But you decided to leave me
And now we're at a dead end
I wish you understood me better
And how you were not planned
At first I was so afraid
Afraid of us becoming grand
Go ahead and write about me
If that's what you really need to do
To finally set yourself free
With your special point of view
Write a love song about us
And how you said I didn't care
Write about what we couldn't discuss
And what we could not bear
I guess we have reached our end
It was time for you and I
But now it's time for our hearts to mend
Though I hate to say goodbye

OOTD: Summer Stripes

The Girl of Your Dreams

You know I'm not exactly the sweetest girl

And my eyelashes don't have a perfect curl

I'm not one for enjoying the outdoors

Or having a passion for music like yours
I'm not the girl with the softest hands
And I tend to make too many plans
I often wake up on the wrong side of the bed
I'm awful when there's too many ideas in my head
But you've already known this about me
So why do you get angry when you see
Exactly what I have told you from the start
And you act as if I don't have a heart
I'm not that girl you created in your mind
Who is supposed to be soft, docile, and kind
Because your standards are way too high
Your expectations are too much to come by
I'm not sorry for not being the girl of your dreams
She doesn't exist with ideals so extreme

My June Playlist

Listen to my June playlist on Youtube here.

Playing With Pastels

Playing With Pastels by mkovacs featuring vintage earrings

Topshop pink top, $59 / Jigsaw aqua pencil skirt, $380 / Valentino shoes / FOSSIL green handbag / ALDO bracelet jewelry / Vintage earrings, $17 / River Island blossom jewelry, $6.78 / 90s Lullaby pink cat eye glasses

Give Me Inspiration

Give me inspiration through our little flirtations.
Make me giggle and grin and don't let me win
During our debates. Let's be soulmates
Since that's what you believe. You'll never leave
So stay by my side and hold my hand with pride.
And with each other we will bring the world color
Because you and I are quirky. We'll travel to Turkey
And then to Bulgaria. We'll learn the area
As I learn your heart. I'll teach you about art
While you take me outdoors. Tell me I'm yours
When I'm in your embrace and laughing about the chase
That I put you through, so I'd be sure we'd be true.

Night Out

Night Out by mkovacs featuring a black shoulder bag

Collarless jacket, $42 / Jason Wu ankle strap sandals, $1,105 / Henri Bendel black shoulder bag / Jigsaw gold tone necklace, $99 / Gold plated jewellery, $68 / House of Harlow 1960 bracelet jewelry / Anna Lou of London bracelets bangle, $40

Sing Me to Sleep

sing me to sleep
hold my hand
kiss me on the cheek
do things unplanned
say ill be okay
stay by my side
as i walk astray
due to my pride
be patient with me
when im unsure
until i can see
my heart is secure
listen as i tell
of my silly frets
and when i yell
dont get upset
i really do care
and i do realize
the connection is rare
as you and i
when i do give you
my heart to keep
and everything is new
just sing me to sleep