Today Is The Day

Today is the day I stop hurting.
From now on, I will stop reverting
Back to you. You were not meant
For me. Its time to wash the scent
Of your cologne off my oxford shirt.
Deleting you away didn't really hurt
As much as I though it would
But doing so makes me feel good.
I dreamed of just seeing your face.
It's time to stop thinking of your embrace.
I've grieved for you and I long enough
So now it's time for me to be tough.
Too much time I wished for you to stay
But I'll stop hurting for today is the day.

How Did We Get Here

How did we get here
How did we get in this position
Why do you always disappear
You have no ambition
But just try for you and I
Because I really like you
Where was our goodbye
You never even knew
How much I wanted this
You took my heart
With your gentle kiss
Where can we restart
Where can we renew
You're my four leaf clover
I see your point of view
I want to start over

My March Playlist

Listen to my March playlist on Youtube here.

Emotionally Unavailable

I was so unaware of my emotional unavailability

For I never thought feelings had any stability
I was wary of my heart being conceded

Of being there for someone when needed
I was terribly frightened of losing control
Of letting emotions overcome my soul
I knew learning to listen to my heart would be hard
By breaking down my walls and lowering my guard
I didn't know it would hurt so much to surrender
And allowing my heart to be vulnerable and tender
Nonetheless, I've become emotionally available for you
So please be patient for I have emotions to work through

Don't Give Up On Us

Please. Don't give up on us

Don't give up on me

And I hate to plea

But I need your trust

Don't decide so soon

Let's just talk first

Our silence is the worst

I know you love the moon

But I won't leave you

I'll always be there

I'm not going anywhere

I promise that's true

We are worth the try

The silence has been too long

I can't stay this strong

Don't give up on you and I