i cried

i cried for other girls

who had morals like mine

and felt wrong for saying no

i cried for my generation

and the dignity pushed away

from those who were used

i cried for the guy

who wasnt taught respect

and didnt care

glad we are through

you had this idea of who i was
and it wasnt true wasnt me cause
all you really wanted to know
was what you could get below
my waist it was all about the chase
when did love become a race
1st person who saw me as an object
exposing me to a new subject
of how strong morals are wrong
like im supposed to play along
you think my body is for you
to enjoy thats why we are through
youre shocked youre distraught
you need comforting can you not
im shocked that i even cried
time for you to move aside
id be lying if i said its been fun
cause im on to the next one
who will treat me right
and respect me at night
like im a precious pearl
and im sorry for the next girl
who has to meet you
im glad we are through

all about you

it was always all about you
the focus was you
and never me
you talked over me
you interrupted me
didnt respond to my thoughts
you never commented on my mind
just how you thought i was sexy
you didnt know me
and you didnt try to
and it hurts knowing i let you
walk over my words with your own
and it hurts knowing i let you
not care to learn the real me

i decided not to sleep with you

i decided not to sleep with you
because i dont owe you anything
i am more than my body
i am a mind
i am a soul

i decided not to sleep with you
because i clung to my dignity
i felt it fading when i was with you
i was not a human being
to you

i decided not to sleep with you
because you dont know me
you didnt care to get to know me
you didnt want to hear my mind
i didnt matter

i decided not to sleep with you
because i love myself
and i dont love you