irreparable

down
down
down
reaching for
the edge
grab on before
its too late
youre too late
thumping to
the floor

irreparable 

caffeine coma

caffeine seeping
into my skin

heart drowning
racing for cover

artificial feelings
not my body

bloodstream tainted
poisoned temporarily

rinse away
cleanse my mind

spikes in my heart

cant stop thinking
buzzing around my head
thoughts wont stop
spikes in my heart

wondering if ill be ok
worry exhausted
trying to stay calm
chest split open