Friday, March 29, 2019

fluent in memes and sarcasm

"fluent in memes and sarcasm"

i brought you memes
i found your interests
for you
because you dont know

thats why youre a sociopath
trying to be a therapist
you say you struggle with empathy
how can you find passion
in a career meant for helping
struggling people then?

youre not clever enough for sarcasm
you are literal
you do not know when
to use sarcasm
you do not realize when
someone is being sarcastic

the only times you were
sarcastic?
yelling at me
fighting with me
chewing me out
you used it to harm

i pity you and the girls
who believe the words
on your disingenuous
bumble profile

Friday, March 22, 2019

I Forget Where We Were

Hello love, for you I have so many words
But I, I forget where we were

you reach for me
and i have to find myself
remind myself
that i am whole
my feet are on the ground

you leave me speechless
surrounded by our history
time was supposed to be ours
i find myself searching
to remember where we left off
because i forgot where we were

Friday, March 15, 2019

feel you from afar

i see you trying to love me
when i dream
i feel you from afar
reaching for me
i dont want to feel
absorbed my you
taken by you
but you live in my heart
close to me always

keep my distance
cant get hurt again

Friday, March 8, 2019

the relief of feeling happy

the relief of feeling happy
i can be on my own
dont worry about me
i finally feel free
i finally feel like myself
i can finally breathe
i can finally relax
let me sleep easy
because i know
everything is bright

Friday, March 1, 2019

trap me in

i refuse to live behind that white picket fence
the prison youre trying to trap me in
i refuse to allow you to strip me of my career
my independence
my way out of your abusiveness
so you can feel like you are the breadwinner
with your low-paying job that no family could live off of
with your pitiful ego
with your small dick
here me roar as i make it big anywhere but here