Sure

How can people
Be so sure

Are they really sure

Are they dense

Are they true

I don’t feel sure

How do I know

How do I know
If I’m doing
The right thing

Is it okay that
I’m here

Is it okay if
I do this

Am I wasting
My time

I have doubts

But where else
Would I belong 

Plan

My plans haven’t really
Gone according to plan
I guess some things
You can’t plan

But how do you find security
If things can’t be planned
Reacting to the new
Not what you thought
It would be

No coming up for air 

Just Going To Say It

I’m just going to say it
I love you
I love you

Long enough
Much more

Where is the doubt

In that little space in my heart

Always reserved for you

Feeling the Loss

Feeling the loss
Of loss not yet lost
Feeling the fear
Of being alone
I’m not alone
At least not yet
But I know it will come
Sooner than it should
Because that’s how it works
Isn’t it?