how did i get here

how did i
get here

empty

unhappy

overwhelmed

without him

again

texts that whirl around my brain

I honestly
haven't met
too many
girls like you

You're a
unique and
pretty
soul/person

I like you
a lot
though
that's
the truth
and was
always true

i always have

you must know
that i love you
very very much

i always have

and i've always
wanted you

but sometimes
soulmates
are not meant
to be together

my head has been telling me

i know
what my
head has been
telling me

for i have
already made up
my mind

i know
what my
heart has been
feeling

for you have
always been
the reason
why i cry

hoping you are happy

and still
i am without
you

thinking about
you
constantly

wondering if
you
are okay

hoping
you
are happy

because
i am
certainly not