Tuesday, April 18, 2017

i cannot speak

unsure of you
feels different
i have not grown
did i miss something
i dont understand you
anymore
was this okay
i dont know what
happened
i cannot speak
where have i been
is it my fault
cant we go back
is this worth it

Tuesday, April 11, 2017

Excerpts from Millenial Male Messages

For you,
I'd be any creature
you'd want

You look like
a soho kinda gal

Damn
the confidence
is sexy

I need to know
why we never
crossed paths at college

I just wanna kiss
a pretty girl tonight
and you just
won't stop denying me.

You slapped him,
I thought it was
funny. I respected it

You'd make
a pretty cute
old lady

Ur awesome
and cool and
good at English
and beautiful
and all that jazz

Sexy redhead
for the win



Idk. I genuinely care about your life. Guys don't do this when
they have ulterior motives. It's too much work. I give a shit

Monday, April 10, 2017

think of me softly

you think of me softly
until i become soft
compassion gets boring
but i often have too much bite

my true self is confusing
i am not worth the puzzle
i didnt know you were trying

its too late anyway

whats left for me

am i still myself

Sunday, April 9, 2017

mirror the simple

i hope you know
that i am a person

i try to mirror the simple
harder than it looks
dont see me slip
watch me take things too far

please dont think im perfect
i was trapped there before

i am just a person

Sunday, April 2, 2017

burns done right

lighter catches my thumb
let it brush my fingertips
tripping through life, feeling numb

damage me black
turn me into ashes
one-sided attack

burns done right
thorough and crisp
keep it there until i feel the bite