Emotionally Unavailable

I was so unaware of my emotional unavailability

For I never thought feelings had any stability
I was wary of my heart being conceded

Of being there for someone when needed
I was terribly frightened of losing control
Of letting emotions overcome my soul
I knew learning to listen to my heart would be hard
By breaking down my walls and lowering my guard
I didn't know it would hurt so much to surrender
And allowing my heart to be vulnerable and tender
Nonetheless, I've become emotionally available for you
So please be patient for I have emotions to work through