irreparable

down
down
down
reaching for
the edge
grab on before
its too late
youre too late
thumping to
the floor

irreparable 

caffeine coma

caffeine seeping
into my skin

heart drowning
racing for cover

artificial feelings
not my body

bloodstream tainted
poisoned temporarily

rinse away
cleanse my mind

spikes in my heart

cant stop thinking
buzzing around my head
thoughts wont stop
spikes in my heart

wondering if ill be ok
worry exhausted
trying to stay calm
chest split open

wasted and broken

i cant go back
it stopped me from
going further
too intense
i cannot go
keep picking
away
away
at me
until you left
me raw
and broken
cant waste
your time
but my time
wasted and
broken
from you

Live in art

My heart is heavy
Weighing me down
Not giving up
Right now
Am I doing right
Or am I wrong
Am I okay
With my decisions
Complicated life
Learn to cope
Live in art
Don’t sell out
Day by day