garlic breath

breathe in
my garlic breath
our bittersweet
goodbye kisses
early in the morning
before the sun rises
you ask me if you should
stay ?
stay
stay
stay

quick kisses at red lights
kylie ramen
for unplanned meals
sympathetic tears
wholesome memes
about cliche moments of love
making me feel like a kween
long talks exhausted
until we sleep with heavy hearts
become lighter tomorrow

hold on to the moment
of appreciation
how long did it take you
to find me
did you think of me before
we met
were you thinking about me
before i knew
your scent
your smile
your hands
you.

smokey kisses in the snow

idealizing you
wondering if you still idealize me
conversations about time
we messed up
smokey kisses in the snow
shivering in a light leather jacket
im good
are you
too

chaos

I still see myself with you
Even though it’s been so long
Mourning us
And our own chaos
Inside the both of our hearts
I feel like we are soulmates
That weren’t meant to be
I still love you
And I always will
Love you
Even through the
Chaos
Of life

Through my doubts

Always remembering you
And how strong you always were
Keeping your memory alive
Trying to make you proud
Through my doubts
Through my fears
Through my journey
Tell me what I should do
Even though you are not here

Not Cliche

I want to write something beautiful
Not superficial
Not cliche
But something about you
But you don’t give me the need
To write a poem
Like I have in the past
Making this confusing
Not that this is uninspiring
Not that you aren’t inspirational
But something that was once present
In my life before with others
Not that this means something terrible
Not that this is not passionate