wasted and broken

i cant go back
it stopped me from
going further
too intense
i cannot go
keep picking
away
away
at me
until you left
me raw
and broken
cant waste
your time
but my time
wasted and
broken
from you

Live in art

My heart is heavy
Weighing me down
Not giving up
Right now
Am I doing right
Or am I wrong
Am I okay
With my decisions
Complicated life
Learn to cope
Live in art
Don’t sell out
Day by day

poached eggs

ramen with poached eggs
yellow like
the whites of your eyes

my physical therapist says
i should do stand-up comedy
but you don’t get my humor
always

but you do rub my back
and talk away my racing thoughts
in middle of the night

you find the love
within me
that i hadn't known
before

garlic breath

breathe in
my garlic breath
our bittersweet
goodbye kisses
early in the morning
before the sun rises
you ask me if you should
stay ?
stay
stay
stay

quick kisses at red lights
kylie ramen
for unplanned meals
sympathetic tears
wholesome memes
about cliche moments of love
making me feel like a kween
long talks exhausted
until we sleep with heavy hearts
become lighter tomorrow

hold on to the moment
of appreciation
how long did it take you
to find me
did you think of me before
we met
were you thinking about me
before i knew
your scent
your smile
your hands
you.

smokey kisses in the snow

idealizing you
wondering if you still idealize me
conversations about time
we messed up
smokey kisses in the snow
shivering in a light leather jacket
im good
are you
too