In The Chair Next To Me

if you were sitting in the chair next to me
i would feel afraid i would feel unsafe
i wouldnt want to look you in the eye
id only glance over and look down down
at the spot on the floor next to your shoes
i would hate for you to see me like this
vulnerable and exposed like never before
you know me as strong and not as fragile
i wouldnt want my inconsistency to seem silly
id hate myself if you were sitting in the chair next to me