wind chill and lake effect snow

finding warmth in the cold
wind chill and lake effect snow
the crisp, sharp air
fills my chest to fulfillment
the humidity in florida is too much
i cant breathe easy down there
the heavy air is pulling me down
getting stuck in my throat
i gag because i do not belong there
but im not sure where i belong
im getting pulled in different directions
where do i go
who can i trust
meeting the unfamiliar
and Difficult Things
all the time