the spoon theory & borrowing spoons

is it so bad
that i want to use up
so many spoons on you?

i know im
running out of them
and i know theyre
running out quickly.

but if i keep borrowing
spoons meant for tomorrow
and the next day...
and into winter
would it be so bad?

maybe the crash would
be worth is when im
having so much fun
being overloaded
with you.