at an art museum

 Deformed baby

Or maybe a comfy baby

It has a small head 

Cows, cows, and more cows

I think I feel nice with you 

And at ease

But I can’t process that right now

What is a loot?

It’s a loot 

Do you like to drive

No

One day I’ll have a white house

On like 50 acres

Maybe a moat

Maybe one cow

Maybe with you

Thanks for saying

I’m pretty enough to start a cult 

You’re cute

Or whatever 

I guess

I drive straight to Walmart after

Not in Youngstown

I look at cards a 2 year old

Cant read yet 

I crouch in the aisle

Overwhelmed 

Maybe overthinking 

Definitely over feeling 

I’m the same as I’ve always been

I have the same thoughts

As when I was younger 

And more naive

It feels good to feel like

I haven’t changed all that much

But maybe it shouldn’t 

But I like feeling like me

Feeling like me feels like being alive

And human

And a little wild

Like when I was in college

Before everything 

I like that youre gentle

And mindful

And intentional

You feel steady

But not in a dead way

Or an unmoving way

More like a healed way

And a nice way

A genuine way

I don’t feel stuck with you

It feels right 

Even when you text me

Red rose after red rose after red rose

And throw in a few more red roses

Thanks for doing art things 

With me