Feel (Something)

I drowned myself in (another) man's scent
To bandage the wound(s) in my heart
I caught glimpses of comfort in his (pseudo) love
But his attention didn't fix me (or bring you back)
I thought I would feel something (with him)
Because I used to feel something (with you)
But (in reality) I left just as empty as I arrived
I used him and he used me (instinctively)
All because I wanted to feel what I did (before)